26
August
2009
I just wanna share a quote I received from my friend Alexis..
“I don’t believe that ex-lovers should be friends. They CANNOT be friends! If they do so, it’s either they still love each other or they never really loved each other at all..”
Which is which pals? I had built up good friendship with my exes after our break-ups, so I don’t know what reason is behind it. :))
I do believe that I don’t love the third and the second anymore - or shall I say I never really loved them at all? HAHAH. PEACE! But when it comes to the first, I ain’t sure. HINDI NA AKO BITTER SA KANYA NO. No way! Pero if I would refer to the quotation above, hindi ako makakapili ng tamang reason. I cannot say I never loved him at all, kasi up to date, siya pa rin ang pinakamatagal kong boyfriend. Pero wala na rin akong feelings sa kanya noh! Lalo naman siguro siya. HAHAH. So which is which nga ba?
Funny. Bakit ko ba pinoproblema ang ganitong mga bagay? Nakakatawa talaga ako ngayon. Haha.
Eh paano naman yung sa boyfriend ko ngayon? Hahah. I cannot talk about it, baka magkaWORLD WAR III. hahaha! :))
Smile na lang ako always. Lots of love! ♥
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5
May
2009
TODAY. May 5, 2009.
A year had already passed since that UP ride, and I’m very very happy.
I can still remember when we first held hands at the UP College of Science Library. We didn’t know what to do when we THOUGHT that our friends saw us, but in reality, the didn’t. It was really funny coming back to those days when we were still trying to hide whatever was happening between the two of us.
Then, time came when it was already out. There had been many talks about it, some where REAL MEAN which I admit had hurt me a lot. I do understand how hard it was for OTHERS to accept, but what I don’t is how HARDER it was to accept for the one’s who are closest to us - especially to you.
And today, I do appreciate the APOLOGY which this someone has given, although I had already forgiven him a long time ago. I wasn’t expecting to hear it anymore since I thought, we were already OKAY when I apologized before. Still, I thank that person for adding happiness to this very special day.
VERY SPECIAL DAY.
How should I start off? I really don’t know.
So, I’ll just end it now. But before I do, I wanna thank everyone who greeted us (Jhe and I) in this very special day. And most especially, to the one whom I shared the most special year of my life. 
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY. mwa.
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3
May
2009
I can’t help but talk about “bestfriendship” again. I actually promised myself not to talk about this again, but something pushed me to do so.
I remember, when I had a fight wih my past best friend. It was really hard to handle, especially because we two had shared something special. I don’t think if it’s proper to tell you all that JEALOUSY was the real cause of it. I tend to be real jealous at most times, and when I figured that she was having someone else, I freaked out. That’s the only reason why we fought. But this time, it’s not about me nor my best friend. It’s about somebody else and his best friend.
I can say that this person is real special and dear to me, and so he tells me EVERYTHING. I was really amazed by how they cared for each other, and loved each other. I even remember a time when they cried because they fear of losing one another. They could even be considered as BROTHERS already. I do envy them, and I know others do as well. But it bothers me now knowing that they have this MISUNDERSTANDING. The reason behind their fight is no petty issue only. There had already been accusations thrown toward each other. It’s fantastic how they kept it for quite some time, but now, I am aware of it.
I didn’t post this to spread a news. I did this to make them realize how much they are losing. I’m not sure if they will take this thing seriously. I just wanted them to know that I care, and that I feel sorry with what’s happening with the both of you. I hope whatever happens won’t hurt any one of you.
I don’t want tobe affected, but I am. I know that it pains a lot. 
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16
March
2009
There are few things in life that are harder on a person than the time when they realize that the love they have worked so hard at, and spent so much time on, is finally OVER. For some, this realization is a complete shock and for others, they have seen the writing on the wall for some time now.
Breakup signs are often very difficult to spot, primarily because the people involved often do not want to admit that the relationship has failed. And unless something comes along and hits them in the face, telling them it’s over; the natural tendency is to try to work through the problems. This happens more so when the couple have been together for a while.
The question that remains, therefore, is at what point do you really know that it’s over?
First lets start with the glaring signs that the relationship is over:
- You catch your partner in the act of having an UNFORGIVABLE AFFAIR.
- Your partner uses physical violence against you.
- You argue non-stop about everything. You can’t agree on anything.
The above are obvious, any of the three things occurring above, ESPECIALLY NUMBER TWO, are sure signs that the relationship is coming to an, often abrupt, end.
There are however some other signs to look out for. Sometimes it is necessary to accept the painful fact that the relationship you are in is just not good for you. While I am usually the staunchest advocate for the “you can make it through anything as long as you have love” club, even I have to admit that there are situations where one or both of the partners are just better off apart.
The most common instance of this is when one partner is INTENTIALLY holding the other partner back. When two people have separate dreams and goals, friction can occur, especially if neither of them are willing to compromise. In some instances, however, jealousy leads one of the partner’s to be excessively controlling of the other. In these situations, if they are UNRESOLVABLE, it is better to leave than stay.
Other reasons to leave include:
- You realize that you don’t love your partner.
- You find yourself thinking more and more about how good single life was.
- You realize that your partner doesn’t love you, but is with you because they don’t want to hurt you.
- You have no common interests or goals.
- You find that you cannot stand their annoying little habits, and they won’t change.
- You find it impossible to be yourself around your partner.
- Your partner cuts you down, makes you feel bad about yourself, and constantly devalues your goals and ideas.
Under no circumstances should anyone stay in a relationship that is bad for them, just because they feel that being in a relationship, even a bad one, is better than being alone.
[ang galing ko mag advice. hndi aman kya mkipaghiwalay. hai.]
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15
March
2009
i am going to talk about the person i consider my BESTEST FRIEND. she is Genica Faye Espinosa Bucao. well, she says that i am also her bestfriend. i believed her, ever since. nobody had ever replaced her even though we’re far away from each other. but lately, i noticed that she had been ignoring me for so long already. it’s okay with me, but God, i missed her a lot! i really miss her so much now. i long for her. i have always regretted the day i switched school, but if i hadn’t done that, i wouldn’t have known the man who makes me happy.
then, i had another. Ivy Ybanez. although we didn’t manage to stay long, i still appreciate the times we shared. i don’t even know if she considered me as her best friend too! HAHA. but she’s good, although she was the reason why i suffered long. hmm. PAST IS PAST.
now. i am longing for a new one. not to replace the two, but to continue the friendship that i think had already expired. i am only someone who needed a bestfriend to take care of me as well.
i love my cake. i love my brat as well. now, it’s a challenge for me to find another one that i could love as much as i loved you both.
haai… it would be another long journey for me. aja!
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15
March
2009
well. this is my first post for my new blog. since i decided to have a new life already, i thought that a new BLOG SITE should follow. got nothing more to say. im ready to start my newest blog! thanks. =)
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